Minggu, 21 Juli 2013

Realita Badut * Tawa di balik tangis yg tersembunyi*

Badut siapa yang tek kenal mereka, kita kerap menjumpai mereka di pesta ultha, amusement park, dan tempat2 lain yang sering di kunjungi anak2. Badut selalu indentik dengan kekonyolan, tawa , clown always funny, sometime it can indace a stupudity. i like to write about clown today why ?? because it is good to entertain me after a crush day i have.

Taking picture with TMII visitor
ya today is really bad day to me, i broke to thing, one my screen of my cell phone and the second the car bumper and headlight lens( i hit small tree in front of garage) i am really scare actually, i got really nervous and worrieds, that way in waiting for the Vlad and ida come home i write this post about clown and hiden crying. i often met clown especially in the Amusement park and Birthday party in Indonesia, ya they try to make kids joy with their funny face, funny custome sometime funny joke and stories when they are in kids birthday party. but sometime the real people in the inside the clown is not real happy person inside, many of them need to work hard to fulfill their economical need, it happen in Indonesia esepecially clow with custome in TMMI , TMII is a really big part in inonesia where in this place you can find all about Indonesia , there quite alot clown using funny custome which the kids really love it like Winne the pho, Mickey mouse, Bear and many other custome. many of people inside the Clown or in Indonesia famous call with Badut are housewife, they are working indefendently with out monthly salary, they come to TMII star from begining until afternoon, they most service they give is asking to collect picture together then ask for the tips. The tips that they got from the visitor is main base of their income.

In the inside, often the Clown cry because it is not really easy to live in in big city such as Jakarta , everything cost by money, the cost of fodd so expensive, sometime the Badut can get much money , but often they get really little which is not enough to full fill their family need. ya even they are not really cry but it must be really sad when you can not ti full your primer need for you family such as food. it is happen in my country that is not all family can eat three times a day, sometime they only it one time a day but often also they can not eat at all. for me Clown is really great job, why not all people can act and entertain other people , act like everything look perfect but in fact they are cry inside the custome. like me now maybe i should to be a clown ,launging even inside my heart i am crying, no body need to know this problem, becuase people will laugngin in stupidity, ya they will do it, so know it is better to silent and taking the responsible .

live sometime not easy, and sometime even it hard it will give you lesson, and the lesson i got today. Ya Allah semoga aku kuat menghadapi ini



Ami............n

Rabu, 19 Juni 2013

^^Mo^¨nikah

saudara-saudara again this topic coming up  , what hapened to the writer? why did she must really depress like this to this about this topic? ehem.....ehem kebelet kawin kali ha...........ha

in the world especially in my country, many women sholud be worry right now, worries to wait for the real man to pick them up to build a family in the holy relatonship name marriage, especially when you almost thirty, it is like me , my friend and all other women who are waitng for menikah.
why this topic should to be worry because people would like to ask you these kind of question  *have you been marriage ? when will you get marriage nanti konyet lho? aduh jangan pilih2 nanti keburu tua? and all of those question will make me and all of women in waiting become depressed . after that  women will look to theirself and try to ask question *apakah saya tidak laku? ya Allah jodohku di mana to iki?
i always remember few year ago when i was 22 still not too much worry about marriage, because i still enjoy this life, i often meet my freind who almost get 30s talked to me about their worriness to be Pertu alias perwan tua,and in the end i always said to them just be patient , there will be a right man is waiting for you also.

and for me i will said the same also that there was a man who waiting for me, so the thing that i need to do just be patient to wai the time to be the right time.

mungkin saat ini bukan hanya aku yang merasakan galau akan rasa ini, lebih tepatnya wanita dalam penantian ya............penantian menunggu seseorang untuk bersama menghabiskan the reat of life, build a family have kids property, but...................i am still to scare about it. i am scare do i will be a good mom or good wife?? and alot question come around when this topic appear, God just help me

Senin, 27 Mei 2013

pekerjaan yang aku pilih

many people especially my friends, family and other fellas ask or wondering* what do i do in abroad? do i study? or working. i can answer both of them are my job, studying and working.
studying, i can said that this is the life education to live abroad because you will find many different thing , right now i am staying in the cold place in Artic cirlce, of course it will be 90% different with my tropical island indonesia, i need to learn how to survive here without family, friend ,relative and fellas, i only have host family. the second chance in this, i learn how to deal with the food, i had leave in indonesia almost 25 years, in that time i always eat rice 3 times per day, and other spicy food, and in this new place you need to deal to eat bread as your main food and no more spicy food.

ya aku mememilih untuk jadi nanny di luar negeri, mungkin bagi banyak orang di indonesia pekerjaan yang sangat rendah, kau tak perlu untuk sekolah tinggi untuk menjadi seoarang pengasuh anak, mbak2 atau bibik2. aku memilih pekerjaan ini karena aku menictai dunia anak kecil, aku mencintai bekerja dengan mereka dan tak ada keingignannanku untuk bekerja menjadi wanita karirer yang berkarier di perusahaan besar 

Kamis, 02 Mei 2013

galau and ikhlas he.......he

Dadakan galau ketika habis skype sama winda, as usual it is always about future , marry, job, and place to stay.
many of my friend call me Bolang but i dont really care about it. i just want to try to explore Allah´s world as far as  i can. tapi tiba tercetus juga pertanyaan entah dari teman atau from my parent , how long will you live like this? nah kalau udh gini mulai nyari kaca mulai miki umur.....bla.bla dan segala tetek benget yang saya sebut tanggungan sosial, huf susahnya jadi wanita ini apalgi wanita indonesia.

Marry
One of my big dream now
pertanyaan ini sudah sering saya dengar , tapi paling sering genjar di tanyakan ketika saya pulan kampung, maybe i had long time did not come back to my hometown, a small village in Province Bengkulu, and when i back i am still single, so it was not strange if people especially relative ask about it, in my age almost all of my friend they had get marriage with one or two kids now, and me i am almos 27 and still single, hoaf.........nah the problem i when you gonna get marry you can not do it alone he...............he you need to have a man to marry with, of course it is not a easy task to find the right man to marry with, you can not ask a strange man and then ask him * wanna you marry me? if i can do that maybe i wanna ask Akon to marry ha...............ha. of course i wanna marry, actually i really want marry now, have my own family rise my cute kids and also give my best to my husband. maybe god just not send me my man yet, i am praying alot not for this one, so now i just be patient to wait for my man to come to pick me with him.

the second thing that make me risau alias galau adalah tentang future job

i love kids and cook so the most thing that i really want to work with in the future is working with kids or own a small restaurant or coffe shop and cake shop, and other thing i love to do is working with kids as a preschool teacher
Buka Restaurant 

Jadi Guru untuk anak kecil



toret...........toret yang terakhir adalah tempat untuk seatlle he.............he

i have born in really small village name Bandung Marga it is in indoenesia called as Desa tertinggal karena listrik baru masuk ketempat ini di era milenium tahun 2001, but lucky me i just live there for one year, after that since i was 1 year old my family move to other place it is about 40 km from it. i live there until i almost 19 and then move to Salatiga central java. i lived there almost 5 years, i also get chance to stay in Wonosobo for two months. after graduated i stayed in Ambon for two months. after that i moved to Jayapura and lived there for one year. was Jayapura as my last place to live, oh gosh it was not, after that i moved to Holland an stayed there for one years also. now i am staying in Norwegia, probably i will stay here for two years maximum, so still no clue where will i will settle to live someday. but how ever , i will stayed where my heart belong to, so it is still looking for to whom my heart belong to.


itulah sekelumit galau tentang 3 hal yang sangat menggangu, biasa namany juga galau wka................wka 

Selasa, 16 April 2013

a place name Lofoten

if people ask me , where do i live now? i prefer to answer that i live in North Polar, ya because there is no different between my place and North Polar,both of them are in the Artic. Lofoten island maybe for many people in indonesia never knew about this place, it is same like here, maybe for many people here, Indonesia also the strange place that they never hear about it. so here i am in LOfoten island.


* Location and population*

Lofoten island is located at the 68th and 69th parallels north of the Arctic Circle in North Norway. It is well known for its natural beauty within Norway. Lofoten encompasses the municipalities of Vågan, Vestvågøy, Flakstad, Moskenes, Værøy, and Røst. The principal islands, running from north to south, are
Peta pulau lofoten
whilst further to the south are the small and isolated islands of Værøy (
WikiMiniAtlas
67°40′N 12°40′E / 67.667°N 12.667°E / 67.667; 12.667) and Røst (
WikiMiniAtlas
67°37′N 12°7′E / 67.617°N 12.117°E / 67.617; 12.117). The total land area amounts to 1,227 km², and the population totals 24,500. and lucky i am . i live in the most populated place in this island i live in Gravadal the port of Lofoten island it is near Leknes the capital of Vestvågøy kommune.

*Activity in Lofoten*


maybe many people will think * What can people do in this island?* it must be really cold there. Lofoten is one of one amazing place in the world, even the location the same with Alaska, Iceland,Greenland but Lofoten has mild temperature in the winter, Winter temperatures in Lofoten are very mild considering their location north of the Arctic Circle – Lofoten has the largest positive temperature anomaly in the world relative to latitude. This is a result of the Gulf Stream( wikipedia) the coldest record people here told about minus 20. I had stayed in Nederland for one year , sometime i can say that Holland is colder than here.  many activity we can do in lofoten, as the most tourist destination in Norge, so you will really close with nature only nature, so let's check out what can we do in lofoten during for season Winter, Summer, spring and Autum.

Winter 

i arrived on 28 March here, actually it is spring but there still many snow, ya not really winter but still half winter and spring i think,i will told about winter and what the interesting thing we can find in the winter.

Aurora di malam hari
Bias Aurora di langit berbintang




Desa Nelayan di selimuti salju
Penjemuran ikan Cod

as an archipelago , lofoten has many hill so sky is one of the famoust place, but the bad thing as people who lived almost 25 years in tropical island i am sure i dont really like it. the second one is time to see Aurora the light in the sky that happened in the winter in the Artic or antartika. Lofoten is one of the suitable place to see aurora. so Retno and Enny dont forget to come to see it ok, i will wait ( kalau tidak keburu cap cus he......he)


Summer,spring and Autum

when season turn to summer. lofoten will become really nice place, many people from around the world will visit lofoten,and of course many activity we can do here such as hiking, fishing,surfing,hunting,kayak,biking,and maybe swiming,because it is still a little bit winter no so i dont  not yet what can we do in summer exactly. i just collect many pictures that i took from other source about activity in summer. oh ya one of interisting thing in summer we can see midnight sun ( atau matahari tengah malam) so check out the picture he.......he 


sala satu pantai di Lofoten island



Lofoten dari atas bukit





salasatu pantai di Lofoten

Matahari tengah malam



sala satu sudut kota lofoten


Kayak salasatu activity di Lofoten

viking Museum


Hiking di  Lofoten

 pulau lofoten dan aku

for me lofoten is an unique place and really amazing even i feel freezing and really lonely here, but being here it is like one of my dream become true, i always dream to live in the house where the location in the hill and not so far  i can see sea, ya exactly almost like i dream of even not really like my dream. Here the melody of loneliness, cold and beauty of nature mix in one melody and bring an symponi. lofoten also full of old fisherman who live in care house for old people.

Lofoten merupakan perpaduan kesunyian dan keindahan, ini dapat saya rasakan ketika satu sore saya mengunjungi satu tempat di tepi laut lepas norwegia, dan yang aku dengar hanya bunyi ombak, angin dan nyayian burung. tiba-tiba mataku menangis dan tak tahu aku merasakan dekapan alam yang begitu indah memelukku, seperti cerita khyalan yang perna aku dengar tenang denitng biola laki-laki tua di tepi pantai dan aku merasa ingin menjadi sperti lelaki tua itu memainkan biola ( sisi lebay muncul he.......he). aku bagian dari kesunyian walau kadang aku juga bosan dengan kesunyian dan sering aku menangis karena aku sendiri, di sini di pulau yang jauh ribuan mil dari keluargaku. mungkin terasa berat kadang. Di pulau ini aku sering menangis tanpa alasan dan kadang aku merasakan betapa hebatnya tuhan dia sering menyembunyikan surga di tempat terpencil , ada beberapa tempat yang sangat suka saya pergi dan menyendiri, gereja di puncak tebing dan dari sana saya bisa melihat laut lepas, atau berjalan menyusuri desa nelayan dengan penjemuran ikannya, yang membuat aku mreindukan ikan asin di rumah ketika aku menciumnya. aku suka nyanyian sepi dari angin dan itu selalu aku nikmati saat malam menjelang di kamar dekat penghngat, kadang hanya membaca buku dan menulis yang dapat aku lakukan, tak ada televisi di tempatku yang hanya ad buku-buku dan buku terpaksa aku harus menjad profesor dadakan, namun keingingna ku untuk menulis lagi mucul dan bisa di bilang aku kemali jatuh cinta untuk menulis. inilah ceritaku kawan sepenggal kisah akan naska kehidupan yang harus aku lakukan ku harap bisa menyelsaikan peranku hingga akhir dan saat ini mari saya menari bersama alam .



God bless you , thank you for reading
Nb. All pictures are not mine , i took it from other sources but many of them from google image.

Selasa, 02 April 2013

kekuatan satu hari

ya Allah aku tak minta dirimu untuk memberi aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi hidupku ke depan, tolong berikan aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi hari ini saja.
Karena kadang terasa berat untuk menjalani hari, tapi jadikan aku seseorang yang tak mudah menyerah, seseorang yang sekuat mampuh untuk menjadi seperti karang di tengah badai kehidupanku.jadikan aku kuat ya Allah demi sesuatu yang aku tidak tahu untuk apa semua alasan hingga kau kirim aku ke sini, tolong berikan aku kekuatan. Amie..n

welcome to north pole

kita tidak perna tahu, di belahan bumi mana pada satu saat kita  akan berada, Allah telah menyiapkan sebuah rancangan indah akan kehidupan kita, dan aku percaya sesuatu yang indah yang telah dia siapakn untuk kehidupanku saat ini.

i star my life here, in the place that never dream to be here, but without i know the destiny brings me here, far........far away from my family, my friend, and i must be ready to life like a prisoner in the strange island without know any body. life sometime happen really strange with many surprise we never want, if i can choose i never want to be here, to be in the place that really strange for  people in Indonesia.

maybe it is one of God 's surprise for me, to know more about the meaning of thankful to the god for every
chance in my life.

my Journey from  indonesia to  Lofoten island

actually it will be a ltitle bit long story for me to write about the process to go here until come here, i come as Au pair to know more what is au pair, you can check google alias tanya mbah google  what is the meaning of this. i have been prepare for this job started from november 2012, i did the appilaction process for the visum star in Holland because the visum need four month to be grandted by UDI ( it is imigration for Norwegia) and i can take my visum in Indonesia . the process is not really hard for me, just need to wait, and finally on february the Norwegian emabassy in Jakarta call me and inform me that i can pick up the visa, so by 13 March 2013 i got Norge's visum in my passport, now i have two visum in my passport and of course i am really glad to see it, and i promise myself that one day there will be American visa for study ( Amei................n)

after got the visum i just need to wait for the day to come, i will fly to Oslo by Qatar Airways , so i did two transit Doha the capital of Qatar and then Oslo and Bodoo. like i told before it is really long ............long flight, so me and my host family need stay in Oslo for one night.

the flight from Jakarta to Oslo really nice, i like the service in Qatar but i think Emirates is the best i ever tried but i still curios to try other flight. after 19 hours flight finally i come to Oslo, the first impression i get is really surprise  to see that Oslo covered by white snow every where, and there many moutain here. because i am really tired i did not really regonize the scenery near by. i just fall sleep after ate all the Thay food that bought by my host family.
the next day we continue our flight to Bodoo, and the to Leknes, and after that i come to the place that destiny served to me Lofoten island in Artic circle. 


i will write about this island i the next posting, now here i am , ready to have new life and new happiness.

Minggu, 06 Januari 2013

first Saturday in 2013

first satuday in 2013, two great thing happen. first spent all the day to have picnic  to north part of Holland Leewarden and Groningen. in Leewarden felt really like in the village, it really quite place, and the people there really cold, and many of them are old because i could not find many young people there. i  always love quite place maybe becuase I am kind person who like to being lonely. that way i felt in love with leewarden. Groningen also a nice place. there many students came from other country study there especially Indonesia. I really love my picnic

the scond thing after nice thing happen is the bad thing, crazy woman hack my email, skype and fb and chat with my friend so they think that people who chat with them is me . finally i must said good bye to my skype. that is two great things happen in the first week of my year 2013, but how ever I love my life.

Jumat, 04 Januari 2013

new year 2013

I have learned to be happy and enjoy this life better this year. so my theme yeatear this year will be -enjoy life day by day
It is better to count bless in my life than complaning, focus on my future life t be a preschool teacher. God thanks you for this blessing life. I still have faith that my life wll be better and in your right time will find the one who will be beside me. so just wait  time to look for this year just wanna to wait. I am sure you will sent him to me. thank you Allah for this breath.